540 days left

Seems like a long way but the days is passing so fast. I am always sitting and wondering trying to imagine the wedding day. All I can really picture his my Future Husband standing at the alter smiling at me. I can tell you I love that man so much. Never would of imagine getting married again. Yes I did say again. The first one was a rush one and didn't work. It was a court house thing but with this one it is going to be a traditional one with friends and family. I know this is the right thing to do. I have been waiting for this for so long and now here I am planning away. Just started planning though but I am having so much fun. My life has changed tremendously since I been with him. He has stepped up and is taken care of my son, he has loved me the way I should be loved and overall he is a family man and that's what I love about him. Now that I am actually going through this I have been asking myself why now why this one. I just think it all is coming from being married once before. I have been so happy since the day he asked me to marry him. Which that was Feb. the 14th will never forget that day.